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Thursday, March 20, 2008

I have a Blog

It's always funny for me to think about having a blog. I don't know how much it counts since I really don't use it that often at all and since most (if not all) if the time it is to rant about something personal. So here I am again, to rant.


I am in Ernesto's apartment. He is at work. And I should be packing up the rest of must stuff but I just keep putting it off. I guess I will.


Sunday, February 03, 2008

An excerpt from 2 Days in Paris

This is for you, Lacey dear. I saw this movie recently and wanted to share this with you, it might not be the time to show you, but it might be:

Marion: It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all, nothing. It hurts so much. When I feel someone is going to leave me, I have a tendency to break up first before I get to hear the whole thing. Here it is. One more, one less. Another wasted love story. I really love this one. When I think that its over, that I'll never see him again like this... well yes, I'll bump into him, we'll meet our new boyfriend and girlfriend, act as if we had never been together, then we'll slowly think of each other less and less until we forget each other completely. Almost. Always the same for me. Break up, break down. Drink up, fool around. Meet one guy, then another, fuck around. Forget the one and only. Then after a few months of total emptiness start again to look for true love, desperately look everywhere and after two years of loneliness meet a new love and swear it is the one, until that one is gone as well. There's a moment in life where you can't recover any more from another break-up. And even if this person bugs you sixty percent of the time, well you still can’t live without him. And even if he wakes you up every day by sneezing right in your face, well you love his sneezes more than anyone else's kisses.

I hope you appreciate it at least some Lace.



Monday, November 12, 2007

I do suck at updating. 

Sorry Lacey.

Nothing much has happened today.  I have been feeling pretty depressed, courtesy of the chemical imbalance that is clinical depression.  (yay!)

I miss Lui a lot too.  It's been days since I have talked to him and I just want to hear his voice and see how he is.  I feel like a number one bitch, but I don't know how to fix it.

I don't know if the choices I am making are right.  I am confused, and tired, despite the fact I have slept nearly all day.


Sunday, September 23, 2007

This is a note for Lacey.

I will work on updating weekly. :)


Thursday, August 16, 2007

Let's see...

As always I should be doing something else, but here I am typing away. There are other entries that are much better that this that will never be read due to the simple fact that these are first and no one will read each one, no matter how few, to see ones that are interesting.

A note was deleted from facebook, which surprised me. This person isn't the type of person that does that. I dunno. This person didn't change the facebook news feed... but does now I guess.

Not really important, it was a good note. The newest one is better and more optimistic. I hope it takes hold. I really do.

Guess that's it, I'll get back to doing what I should be doing, which is cleaning at the current moment.

Love.



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